Friday, November 26, 2004


Marseille



"Meet me in Marseille" I shout down the phone
"I'll fly from Paris, we'll bus it to Avignon"

"Meet me in Marseille -
now there's a good title for a song!"


The Marseille air curls around me
like a welcoming lover

curls it's layers of language
culture deep into me

skin, blood, head, heart
under some kind of bewitchment

this sultry, brooding melting-pot
of a meeting place

with it's perfumes of incense
myrrh from Africa
frankincense from Arabia

invading, making me giddy, melancholy


this infamous old sea-port

with it's breezes in from Barcelona
boats full of oranges from Valencia
a little further south, it's Algiers, and I'm back
into a morass of memory


no more Pythagoras, his sacred numbers

adoring followers, wandering penniless


no more the dusty market-sellers

caravans bold and tawdry, trundling in
magnetic compass point - home


no more the raggidy urchins breathless

open-mouthed Carravaggio boys
TV has them now in it's thrall
rebocs, rap, baseball cap


no more the splendid dying Gauls

wearing only a golden torque
expiring on their precious soil
withering under the savage thrust
of Caesar's murderous glance


no more the Magdalene

escaping the wrath of the holy land
cast out in a tiny boat, drifting in
to Marseille's shore threadbare
in fragile
bare-foot radiance
to tread a penitent path

to exist holy in a lonely cave
honouring the bloodline

of a martyr resonating still
like cannons in the ether



no more the camel trains
travellers 'n tricksters

flooding in to this fickle city
faithful to no one

except a thunderous
ever-changing living moment



"Aah, it's just a place
of cut-throats and bandits"

you say, nonchalant
no concept of the impact

reeling in on me
this foreign country

not of my tongue
mysterious steps
leading us up
to a restaurant
on a hill -
so casual
, yet so very particular


I'm learning you France
learning you like a lover
bit by bit
building slowly - a Bach fugue

unfolding pleasure
sacred landscape to be explored

this night is heaven
yet what's this weight I feel

surely the burden of all history
gone before



this ancient holy city -
I usually manage to skirt around

religion's tight entanglements
yet here I am, embedded

enmeshed in this very catholic place
feeling memories I've never lived
emotions I've never owned before


your amber lights glimmer slow
sensual
, air so thick with atmosphere
I scarcely breathe
so not to break the spell -
will you unfold, bend for me
tell me your secrets before I leave ?


On the bus to Avignon you inform me

"I've arranged a gig
you're singing tomorrow night -

small village, concert
just outside Avignon



next day is spent in a combi-van
pillaging
the still village streets
haranguing
locals
through loud-speakers

"Come to the concert tonight"
but the spruiking's all in gallic tongue
and colloquial
I don't understand a thing



the concert, open air, small arena -

fit for french gods
whomever they may be -

is packed with people.

The MC announces in franglais

"La chanteuse, Pamela
all ze way from Australie

to sing pour vous"


I finish my set
with 'Diamonds and Rust'

someone shouts
"We love you"
I shout back

'et moi aussi, au revoir'


and I, feel glad, to exist
on this small spinning
friendly planet
tonight, enveloped in love

the village, the people, and you




Pamela Sidney 2002






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